I NEED TO BE LEFT ALONE!!

GCSE! That word just makes me sick, i still remember the first day i step into St.Angela's; all by myself screwing people cause i didn't really know. Hmmm... Now im in year 11 close to GCSE. Yuck! They is not enough hours in a day I'll tell you this. For some reason i don't really care about my future or anything right now. Im just trying to do well in all the subject but i doubt i would revise HARD for my GCSE. I know it aint really good to think like this but I DONT GIVE TWO FUCKS. Someone needs to sit me down and teach me lesson. I keep telling this to myself but i guess no one would do that. Im just here sitting down in B-tec ICT cause im really bored and I've finished all my work and decided i should treat myself to some blogging. I never really understood why people blog but right now I feel so good allowing my fingers just to move across the keyboard. Imma just say whateva on my mind right now cause i got one earphone in my eye and that teacher looking over me. But guess what? I DONT CARE. It's not like she can tell me anything cause im on task even when i dont want to do work i still push myself everyday to atleast be happy with what i have done in school.

I just think that all she needs is a cigarette, a brew, kill someone, a cigarette & then she will feel much better :|. I daydream about this all the time, i know im mad but guess what? I DONT CARE ( Alright i need to stop this now) I thought i would let all my angry out of my body. Many people say that im too rough and i need to clam down. But i tell them to "STUCK OUT" cause you really dont know me to tell me that. They is many people that hurt me in this world and i just keep it in my heart. So If you're wondering why you're hurting it's because I removed the knife from my back and stuck it in the heart of my voodoo doll that looks just like YOU.asks why is it that when I've finally got my stuff together and happy..some-one I thought was completely out of my life waltz's back in and screws it up?? I aint got any Self control and quiet words are far more powerful, than the loudest shout you can make. Losing it, shows your weakness and is a sign that you are defeated!has not forgotten or forgiven but is gonna sit back and let karma take over but if karma doesn't do the job right then she'll do the job herself!

I mean If you don't know the whole story shut the hell up...Don't drag peoples name through the mud just coz your an unhappy person!! Get the fuck over yourself!thinks its funny how when people need us, we do what ever we can to help, but when we need something... no one is around...I need to stop helping people and giving some people advise cause when i need help no one is there. Anyway i have to go and do some work. LOVE SALLY

ARG!

Argggggggggggg! I HATE WHEN PEOPLE LET ME DOWN!!
I dont ask NO ONE for any help or any favour. My 1st time to allow someone to help me with my LIFE. YESS MY LIFEE!!! They want to fuck around with it. DON'T FUCK AROUND WITH ME OR MY MONEY. I paid for that with my own money and it wasnt cheap. That hard work over nothing!! Cause of one simple task i ask you to do and you couldnt even do it. Was it too much stress for you?? Was it a hard job to you? WELL.. WELCOME TO MY FUCKING LIFE!! Arggg!! What have i done to deserve this, not knowing when i have this chance to come again I'll properly wouldnt be asked again.The only thing that allows me to wake up in the morning with a fake smile to work hard in school, do well in life is THIS! I was looking so forward to this and YOU had to chase my dreams away.If the fucks up fairy visits her life again im going to deck the b***h !!! I love to pretend she's stupid, just to see how much of an idiot you think she is. Imma put a gun to my head cause I SERIOUSLY CANT BE ASKED WITH PEOPLE AND LIFE ANYMORE. The anger in me is the feeling that makes my mouth work faster than your mind. Is she gonna pay £200 pounds for me! NOOOO!!!!
But maybe she's too busy to keep promise? I dont know;i dont live her life. BUT FUCK THIS SHIT MAN!
That's going pass the line when your fucking around with my BUSINESS!
Another thing that's getting me mad is that people think that their ARE IRREPLACABLE.. BETTER THINK AGAIN NIGGA!
I would cut you up and have a fat smile on my face while doing that. I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU OR YOUR FRIENDS OR YOUR FAMILY. But maybe i need a emotional kill switch.Believe me when I say, I can take a hint. I'm a big girl and I know when I'm not needed or wanted, so you are officially off the hook.some people really make you wish you could have little fairy magic powers to turn them into fluffy little gingerbread men and BITE THEIR F***ING LEGS OFF!
I need to go before i punch someone or something!!

CHRISTINA AND SALLY ON THIS THING!

Christina and sally on this blog thing and sophie is just there eatting and complaning her ass off!
So just finished eatting and we thought that we should blogg and talking about feelings. Stupid? Foolis? yeah i know but right now i jast dont even care. (christina not sally)

Sooo................Basically we're trying to think right now so give us a second
SHAT IT SOPHIE! :)
Sally: " i feel sleepy right now cause sophie just feed me. Christina is just sitting next to me being nosey as she is. " dont try it" she says. KMT!
I NEED A FAG!! So that got me into that mood. (Christina is agreeing with that) Ah Ah
We're trying to look for someone to go shops to buy us fags, BUT NO ONE WILL :(
So i guess im going to be sad for the rest of this day:(
I feel like I've been losing sleep for the couple of days, everytime i wake up i just want to set my alarm back to 12 in the afternoon. Lazy? I know
ANywayy...... Sophie is just looking at me with her scary eyes. LOL!
Chritina is IN INVOLVED!
I guess your thinking " what the hell am i talking about"... well i thinking the same.
Init! Life is just boring, like you know them ones you just dont have anything to say, SHAT IT CHRITSINA!
My blog speaks for itself :)
You see how im not talking anymore .
:)
Anyway, where was i?? OOO YEAH
Allow being sad all the time, its just sooo long
I know somedays you feel like you dont want to wake up and just sleep for the rest of the days but YOU CANT
Piss take; INIT!
No Christina; FOOD CANT HELP IT
LOL MAYBE FOR AN HOUR
THEN IM BACK TO MYSELF
Pisstake! Let pick a topic. We're thinking, so give us a second!
Well.....Boys??
The faviour word that is used agaisnt boys are " every boy is the same"
Is this true??
We're bit confused about this one.
In a way it is, some boys do act different but still think the same. The outcome is still the same. HALO HALO HALO!
Sweet boys over rought guys?
Well in my case i think that sweet boys are the best but the bad boys make the relationship MORE WILD!
I WOULD LOVE TO FIND A BOY THAT HAD BOth
Christina says " i would rather have a sweet boy than some rough bastard that would give me one slap if i got out of hand!!! are you crazy!!??? wild will end you up in a hospital sweet will end you up married fam!! <<< fam you noe loooool!!
sophie and sally are here acting like lesbiens on crack ha ha dumb bitches....


my turn...
Chrisina: " life..... my life is like a bloody tv show after one problem is done another one starts AH AH cant a pimp get a break???
lets get emotional...
dont you get them times when you act like you dont care just because your going through too much shit to have to care its like.... a good thing can actualy turn into something horrific,,,, one thing i know about myself is that i always want what i cant have.... and when i get it it turns out to be something i realy didnt need and i regret even having it loooooooool deep shit innit
boyyy what else?


nothing you nosey mother fucker!!!!!
im gone bitch ass niggas...
nah scratch that we are gone..