So what that i like writing??

Time for a change, Really?? Never knew this day would come. Trying to get closer to God and by doing this I have to love everything. But how can i love everything if i still have this hate in my brain. Well... that's what blogging is for, to let go of all the hate and negativity around me. God asks no man whether he will accept life. This is not the choice, you must take it but the question is how? Sometimes i would never stop loving you, ill just stop showing it. Try to be spontaneous whatever happens; happens. However love is giving someone the power to break your heart but trusting them is your own fault. But i don't display emotions, i have every feeling that everyone else has but I've developed ways to suppress them. Anger is one of the most comfortable feeling anyone can have.

No one can FUCK with my heart cause ill teach you what it's like to be used. Anyone that knows me knows that I'm the best at getting people back. They will be people in your life destroying anything that you have even if it's the last piece you can possibly have but i believe God brings me into deep waters not to drown but to clean our self. I know God will not give me anything i can't handle but sometimes i wish that he didn't trust me so much. Although I'm smile like nothing is wrong; talk like everything is perfect; act like it just a dream and pretend its not hurting me because that's the best way to control yourself. Everyone thinks the best way is to cry in public and let everything out. WRONG! From my experience that's the worst thing that can happen to you. Showing people your weak is not moving forward and become more Innocent, but showing people your weakness. But the hardest thing to do is watch the one you like, like someone else in return. All you have to think about is the person is not worth anything, he would never be worth it and he deserve all the shit that he gets as it's called karma!.

Relationship, Relationship, Relationship?? Arg!! I hate it. The guy may wear pants in the relationship but i control the zipper. :)
All you have to do is be yourself because the people that throw stones are the ones that live in a glass house. Don't bother telling me who my ex is now dating, cause then i feel bad for the bitch who is getting my sloppy seconds ;).
As i was saying to just believe that your the strongest person in the world and you would over come anything that's coming your way .If it means coming back home from dance at 11pm and still have to finish off a essay due the next day, or buying the little things your parents buy for you but don't really bother about you as your the middle child. You see people become really quite remarkable when they start thinking that they can do things when they believe in themselves they have the first secret of success. They can hate all you want but you cant break the girl who thinks nothing of you. Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are; piece my piece I've built my walls and burned the bridge down that lead buck to people like you.
Time for a change!