TRUST!!! BULL SHIT

Okayy... where do i start???? ...TRUST... what the hell is trust!? i have been contemplating on the subject/emotion trust for quite a bit now... an i have come to the conclusion that you cant trust one living human being on this earth except your self HONESTLY TRUST NO ONE.... because one day your going to have to learn the hard way when you open up to people they WILL soon decide to take you for a mug and laugh at you because you were stupid enough to trust them... belive me trust leads to destruction... you think your telling a freind you buisness,even the smallest of your buisness but you end up getting made a fool of ha ha ha and if your lucky enough to find out it HURTS like some one stabbed you in the chest with a dagger or stole your large mc D's(seriously)... annyyyywaayyyy why are mums sooooo irritating for fuck sake!!! this woman has been yelling insults since morning and its only 1:20 thank GOD for earphones thier my saviour i SWEAR all i have to do is put them in and nodd when i stop seeing her lips move ahhhhhhhhh she pisses me off!!!!!..... oh and another little word of advice ACT DUMB you might be thinking by now "ah ah this girl chats so much shit!" but this time its reality if you act dumb people think your dumb so therefore they underestimate your intellegence and it makes things much easier and quicker to comprehend for example you may think i dont see you giving me a filthy look but i do and just because i dont say anything dosent mean i didnt see it or you may thing i didnt hear you call me a blah blah but i did and i know what you think of me so spin on that biyatch ha ha ha ha i swear act DUMB it works.... church is doing alot for me noverdays SWEAR when i go church i feel soo happy i cant wait to go back..... well those are the thoughts of a MAD BLACK FAT UGANDAN GIRL gonna go eat now ha ha ha ha ha